I was kind and kind hearted, blind and unthwarted in my attempts to make this world a better place
But you made me.. This
You swallowed my light in the abyss of your lies
You engulfed me in fury and squeezed the humanity out of my lungs
You clasped my ankles in your misery and pulled me under your insecurity
You seized my vision and buried me deep below my happiness
You crushed me under the weight of your ineptitude
You left me for dead
You watched me extend my arms to the shores of a distant past
You let me panic and buck for a breath of freedom
You let the cold slither along my legs as the darkness wrapped itself around me
And I let you.
I let you inject your lead into my veins
I let you poison my thoughts
I let you sink me into venge and spite.
I let you pollute my shores.
I let you raise the tides and blacken the sky
I let you drown my spirit and my pride
I let you sink me into the abyss I’d never dreamed I’d see.